16 years ago
April 16, 2017
April 10, 2017
Time to Throw in the Towel...Or Not
Love may never die but in the end we learn to let go of what may never be.
Both people need to be in the right place. Years may pass before this happens but when it does, if it does, it will be amazing.
Fear may be the only thing standing in the way. Fear of rejection--fear of change--fear of the unknown.
Or maybe just another game...Who knows...Not I!! I will need to remain protected...I will need assurance...I will need effort made.
I will not chase and trap--I will only be open.
Enough said!!
Peace And Love To All
Both people need to be in the right place. Years may pass before this happens but when it does, if it does, it will be amazing.
Fear may be the only thing standing in the way. Fear of rejection--fear of change--fear of the unknown.
Or maybe just another game...Who knows...Not I!! I will need to remain protected...I will need assurance...I will need effort made.
I will not chase and trap--I will only be open.
Enough said!!
Peace And Love To All
April 6, 2017
Yes, Some Days Just Are
Come visit anytime you want. I'm not sure what you may read. It truly depends on my mood at any given time, but you are more than welcome.
Just know that sites used to hide you really don't. If you continue to attempt to hide your identity have at it. If you choose to be honest and open for a change that is cool too!! To me it really makes not a bit of a difference.
So, the choice is yours. Whichever you decide has no impact on me other than to show me where you stand and that information speaks volumes.
Peace to all!
Just know that sites used to hide you really don't. If you continue to attempt to hide your identity have at it. If you choose to be honest and open for a change that is cool too!! To me it really makes not a bit of a difference.
So, the choice is yours. Whichever you decide has no impact on me other than to show me where you stand and that information speaks volumes.
Peace to all!
February 17, 2017
Ha!! Trying Hard Not To. Laugh
Use all the hidden ip's you want or wear the computer 'masks' you can find. I can still see you.....Hehehe! All I can say is grow up or grow a set!
Leaving messages or viewing using cryptic IP addresses truly doesn't impress me!
Some wonder why I started new...
If you want to be part of my life be part if not enjoy the life you lead!
Leaving messages or viewing using cryptic IP addresses truly doesn't impress me!
Some wonder why I started new...
If you want to be part of my life be part if not enjoy the life you lead!
February 5, 2017
Decision Made!!
Well, maybe---lol!!
Started a new place to write. Not really sure if I'm happy with the decision though. Back in the day the choice of background was never ending and while it may have been more difficult to change the set up it could be done (even for the computer illiterate like me). Now choices are slim but at the same time enormous. I know that makes little sense. To clarify...the basic start up designs are few but then the changes to be made are many and less difficult to make.
Anywoo...
Made up a work in progress blog, which is fitting as I am a complete and total work in progress!!
It feels a bit strange. I miss some of my old blog friends but it's been so long I struggle to find them. Honestly there are only a handful I'd love to reconnect with. The ones who don't look at me as if I have three eyes when I rant, vent, whine, laugh insanely, or am completely open and honest with my thoughts and feelings.
Maybe that is why I am reluctant to leave here. Maybe I'm just scared I will never find them again. Those special few who really get it and aren't here just to gain some sort of sick twisted knowledge to use for there own gain.
Yet I think I know I must more forward from here to lose the sick and twisted.
Started a new place to write. Not really sure if I'm happy with the decision though. Back in the day the choice of background was never ending and while it may have been more difficult to change the set up it could be done (even for the computer illiterate like me). Now choices are slim but at the same time enormous. I know that makes little sense. To clarify...the basic start up designs are few but then the changes to be made are many and less difficult to make.
Anywoo...
Made up a work in progress blog, which is fitting as I am a complete and total work in progress!!
It feels a bit strange. I miss some of my old blog friends but it's been so long I struggle to find them. Honestly there are only a handful I'd love to reconnect with. The ones who don't look at me as if I have three eyes when I rant, vent, whine, laugh insanely, or am completely open and honest with my thoughts and feelings.
Maybe that is why I am reluctant to leave here. Maybe I'm just scared I will never find them again. Those special few who really get it and aren't here just to gain some sort of sick twisted knowledge to use for there own gain.
Yet I think I know I must more forward from here to lose the sick and twisted.
January 24, 2017
Still Trying to Decide!
I still keep going back and forth about whether to start a new blog or continue here. Now I have added another option. You know...what all slightly crazy people do when they cannot decide between two things...add a third!! Instead of staying here and republishing all my old posts I could let them stay forever in drafts and continue to write here. I just don't really know which way I want to continue. It is so very appealing to start fresh. I think I'm going to give it a week or two to decide. Its a big decision for me (I know not for most but yes for me it is) with pros and cons on both sides--ugh!
I have to say it's definitely been soooo nice catching up with people I haven't been in touch with in quite some time. A few who still seem to be as much missing as I was for so long but hopefully they may pop back on and reach out. We'll see I guess!
I'm starting to get a bit more comfortable writing here again. I know it will start flowing better the more I do it. Its just been so long. Maybe just another reason to start fresh and new.
I have to say it's definitely been soooo nice catching up with people I haven't been in touch with in quite some time. A few who still seem to be as much missing as I was for so long but hopefully they may pop back on and reach out. We'll see I guess!
I'm starting to get a bit more comfortable writing here again. I know it will start flowing better the more I do it. Its just been so long. Maybe just another reason to start fresh and new.
January 22, 2017
Right Under Your Nose
With the exception of the over stuffed file cabinet the basement purging has been completed!! I'm so excited. I can actually get to the things I need and I feel like a huge weight has been lifted.
I cannot wait to start purging other areas--not just in my home but also in my life and the deep crevices of my brain! I am actually excited to rid myself of the physical crap taking up closet space but also the crap that has taken up way too much space in my mind and heart for way too many years.
I think I have held on to so much, in every sense, that I haven't been able to completely give myself in the here and now. I think I have tried but I don't think I have succeeded in the way I really want to or as much as others deserve.
Maybe I have actually answered my own question from a post or two ago...To republish the past and continue or to start fresh with a clean slate? Seems a clean slate may be the answer.
Peace
I cannot wait to start purging other areas--not just in my home but also in my life and the deep crevices of my brain! I am actually excited to rid myself of the physical crap taking up closet space but also the crap that has taken up way too much space in my mind and heart for way too many years.
I think I have held on to so much, in every sense, that I haven't been able to completely give myself in the here and now. I think I have tried but I don't think I have succeeded in the way I really want to or as much as others deserve.
Maybe I have actually answered my own question from a post or two ago...To republish the past and continue or to start fresh with a clean slate? Seems a clean slate may be the answer.
Peace
